The Siao One's Stuffings

Ramblings of the original Siao-ster ^-^

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I am God's work ... but I am still not completed yet ^-^

Friday, February 24, 2006

Crazy after 10.30pm

John Dewey:
Education, therefore, is a process of living and not a preparation for future living.
John Dewey:
The aim of education is to enable individuals to continue their education ... (and) the object and reward of learning is continued capacity for growth. Now this idea cannot be applied to all the members of a society except where intercourse of man with man is mutual, and except where there is adequate provision for the reconstruction of social habits and institutions by means of wide stimulation arising from equitably distributed interests. And this means a democratic society.

It has been more 5 days since my last post…. You know what?
I’m still burnt out… need more rest… haha… but as Sean’s nick says: Fatigue is not an excuse. So I must carry on… bash forward toward the mark…
-war cry-

Yilinn’s party was a blast.
I’m glad she had a good time.
Helped out with the cleaning up and what not until had to take a cab home.
Made a new friend. :)

Sunday morning held the usual routine… service was enlightening and yet confusing… I am still thinking about the paradox… had to accept the fact that we will never be able to know everything… have to trust God. He alone knows everything.
By the time I got home, I was sleep walking… so flattened myself on the bed and went to dream land for about 2 hours… before going to the CC to handle pattern and other admin matters and then rushing to dinner with my relatives.
My very first niece’s full month dinner.
Her name is Darlene.
She is so adorable and guai.
Slept the whole time… I enjoyed carrying her… had some photos taken together with her … and some of her with my other relatives… heh… I was pretty close to wanting to take her home with me… hahaha….ya right~ As is Daniel Korkor would allow me… shesh~
-hysterical laughter-

Monday’s 2nd last Micro economics lecture… it was interesting… how I miss thinking about externalities and the like… training was not bad… full strength for once. Heh… train kicking and pattern … den went for dinner at 6th Avenue. Most of the group ate prawn noodles… haha… the group being Sean, Daphne, Arthur, Sian Li, Alan, Alan’s friend and I.
We talked and ate… laugh here and there… den Sean and I took a cab home… curfew… had to make it in time…and I did… money well spent… 3 cabs in two days though… haha…

Tuesday, sleep in… shiok… den went to school to have lunch with Yang Mui and Tanny… den studied, or rather, tried to study POA… went to Singapore Poly for training with Sean, Alan, Eileen, Zarina and Hakim … as conducted by Jason sir… haha… still find it weird calling him that…
I sparred.
I got hit. Plenty.
I learnt.
That in itself was enough… and all that was done without the usual training equipment… haha…
I made new friend along the way lor… so fun… wrapped up round 9.30pm and made for Clementi Central.
Sean, Alan, Jason, Eileen and I ate at McD… hahaha… I happen to lose my head… must beware of me after 10.30pm… I start to go nutty… hahah… can’t believe I was so crazy that night… haha… took the bus home and reached it at midnight… thank goodness I din have a pumpkin carriage… hahaha…

Thursday’s Macro lecture theatre got switched the night before… thank God I checked the student portal in time… so went for class… was almost late due to the toopid bus… good last lecture… haha … don think I had enough sleep though…
Dinner was eaten with Diana and Hui Yi… before we all went our own way to meet other people… I tried out a new bus route toward my work place… sit until my bum fell asleep lor~
Work was ok I guess… one of the boys tested my patience… but other than that … was good… I managed to get some of my pictures printed out… hehe…

I happen to like Boulevard of Broken Songs.
It’s very well put together…

Something I got off the Friendster bulletin board…
Posted by Daphne. Thanks girl~

When a guy calls u, he wants to be with you

When a guy is quiet, he's listening to you...

When a guy is not arguing, he realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine," after a few minutes, he means it

When a guy stares at you, he thinks you're the most beautiful thing in the world

When you're laying your head on a guy's chest he has the world

When a guy calls you everyday he is in love

When a (good) guy say he loves you he means it

When a guy says he can't live without you he's with you till your done

When a guy says, "I miss you," he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else

Girl facts:

When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind.

When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.

When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful.

When a girl lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a girl calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention.

When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered.

When a girl says, "I'll love you forever," she means it.

When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future.

When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that

Sweet aye?
Now… I wonder how true it is… and whether a guy or a girl wrote all that… hmmm…

The eye infections have been in the news a lot of late. Considering that I too wear contact lenses and use that particular brand of solution… you can imagine how much my hyperactive mind is working over time… I worry about this and that… den my family also worry for me… we will never be short of things to worry about… just have to decide on what to be serious about… bleah… still the same thing…
-hits head against the wall-

I pray I get enough sleep tonight… considering the time at which this entry is being typed and going to be posted… I hope I sleep a long time… if not the rest of the weekend I got no more time to sleep liao lo…
Today evening got training in school, thus setting a record for me going to school everyday.
Saturday got to go to NTU for registration, weigh-in and balloting. Donno what time I will get home…
Sunday… the cycle starts all over again…

One thing is for certain… this week, the first time I train so many times in a single week… haha…
Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Friday and Sunday.
When usually its just, Monday, Wednesday and Sunday, not counting my class on Friday… that one is more like a training in teaching session… haha…

Ok…tired… and starting to think weird things…
Take care you all… rest well… I pray that we all do…
-muakz-
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Saturday, February 18, 2006

Rest is gooood

John Dewey:
I believe that education is the fundamental method of social progress and reform. All reforms which rest simply upon the law, or the threatening of certain penalties, or upon changes in mechanical or outward arrangements, are transitory and futile.... But through education society can formulate its own purposes, can organize its own means and resources, and thus shape itself with definiteness and economy in the direction in which it wishes to move.... Education thus conceived marks the most perfect and intimate union of science and art conceivable in human experience.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY YILINN!!!!
Welcome to the club! :)

I still do not understand Curling… but I think I am getting there… haha

Thursday, Macro class… second to last lecture of the syllabus… just one more to go, and I have to bury my head in the notes or start burning them to drink with my water… haha… mocks are in less than a month… ARGH~!
Rushed home for dinner and went for work.

Friday: burnout and not feeling well.
I guess it was finally time that my body decided to give way to its tiredness… all that running around, training and what not… I spent the day in bed and studying… more productive than I expected actually… haha…

Today (so far): still burnt out, still not feeling well.
Didn’t go to work. Had to message boss to apologize. Once that was done, I went back to bed… slept pass breakfast and lunchtime. Now sitting in front of the computer.
Later:
Going out to the CC to teach Gen.
Then going to WWS for Yilinn’s birthday party. So exciting! :D

So much for being burnt out… have to sleep more tonight… tomorrow still have to wake up early for church and make more changes to the schedule… gomen…

Cheers~!
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Acknowledgement

Henry Ward Beecher:
There is no greater crime than to stand between a man and his development; to take any law or institution and put it around him like a collar, and fasten it there, so that as he grows and enlarges, he presses against it till he suffocates and dies.
James Baldwin:
Children have never been very good at listening to their elders, but they have never failed to imitate them.
John Burroughs:
Nature teaches more than she preaches. There are no sermons in stones. It is easier to get a spark out of a stone than a moral.

Valentine's day came and went… with no fan fair or blasts… just the usual… though, I seem to see a trend immerging … I get freaking depressed every v-day… haha… good thing its never over the same thing, if not I would be in trouble eh?
Haha…

Yang Mui!
Thanks for the rose!
Made my day! :D

I was so intent on writing all my depressed emotions out yesterday, but when I woke up this morning… I just didn’t feel like splashing them out onto my blog… haha… sleep does wonders… talking about sleep, I heard from Arthur that Gaara no longer has the panda eyes…gosh~

As some of you would know, I have been depressed for the past few days… over various issues. Ranging from tkd to character development, etc… I would like to take this opportunity to say thank you to my friends who have listened to my bitching and been there for me.
Thanks guys… I am on the road to recovery…I hope… and I have you all to be very grateful for.
-great big giant hug hugs all round-

Most of my problems lately have been revolving around my increased critique of my character and my inability to spar… I beat myself up over saying or doing certain things… not knowing how much they really affect people and then I think, think, think…then pull out hair and think some more… then end up with more headache and depression… haha… as for my inability to spar… I guess there is nothing much I can do but pray, train and train more… there are hurdles to cross and barriers to break down… one thing I did learn though, during my quiet time was that:

You cannot change what you won’t acknowledge.

Now, I work at finding the kinks and mending them…
I am not in want of being the weak link…
-war cry-
I refuse to give up!

This morning, when I woke up, my aunts were watching the Torino Winter Olympics and the game that was being featured was Curling.
I see the game, and I do not know what is going on.
At first, when I saw the game being played, I thought that the objective was the reach as close to the bull’s eye as possible… but then, when I saw the score board… I got confused… and what is with the broom-stick like things which the people are frantically brushing in front of the big, kettle thing?
Mah chum they trying to make the place cleaner for the ‘kettle’ to slide faster… that, I though about… and I think the opposite is true… they trying to slow the ‘kettle’ down… bleah…
Please, don get me wrong, I am not putting the game down… I am sure that those who understand the rules and play the game often enough, love the sport to bits, as with every other game…
Considering that I live in a country where snow can only be found indoors and at exorbitant prices… it is a wonder I even bother to watch the Winter Olympics… the only events I really pay attention to are the figure skating events…

Hats off to Michelle Kwan!
Congratulations to the Chinese figure skaters!
You have all done marvelous jobs!
Am proud of you all!

Still remember, back, in JC, when Adelyn was positively nutty about Michelle Kwan… Michelle this, Michelle that, even went to buy the biography and what not… fly all the way from US some more lor…haha … really the idol mania…haha…

Well… for as many questions as I have… there are so many more answers I have yet to find… bleah… gah… need to take a break and relax the over-heated brain… haha… I think I shall go study… haha…

Hillsongs United– With all that I am

Into your hand
I commit again
With all I am
For you Lord

You hold my world
In the palm of your hand
And I'm yours forever

CHORUS
Jesus I believe in you
Jesus I belong to you
You're the reason that I live
The reason that I sing
With all I am

I'll walk with you
Wherever you go
Through tears and joy
I'll trust in you

And I will live
In all of your ways and
Your promises forever

CHORUS

I will worship I will worship you forever

CHORUS


Cheers everyone!
^-^

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Pompoms

Henry B. Adams:
A teacher affects eternity; he can never tell where his influence stops.
Henry David Thoreau:
I was determined to know beans. Walden
Henry Steele Commager:
Change does not necessarily assure progress, but progress implacably requires change. Education is essential to change, for education creates both new wants and the ability to satisfy them.

Happy 15th day of the Lunar New Year to everyone!
It is also the Chinese valentine’s day… so… erm… Happy Qing Ren Jie?
-hysterical laughter-

Started the morning in church… went for both services… den had lunch with Winnie and Andrew… what did I eat?
Guess!
Prawn Mee!
-does crazy dance of joy-
My beloved prawn mee!
Wahahaha… every time go church must confirm eat prawn mee… last time it was satay beehoon… now its prawn mee… jiat lut… both not good for health… haha… but I adore those dishes all the same… heh…

Went home to prepare to head out to the CC.
We all congregated at the CC at 3pm… but I was late… had to settle some stuff at home before I was able to beeline to the CC…
The planks were there before I was… haha… I am glad everything went so smoothly… we had a few glitches here and there… in the end, it turned out well… Praise God! :D
Great job guys!
-pompoms fly all over the place-

All of us trooped back to the CC for some more training before calling it a day… damn… I wish I could train more… I got so much to do in such a short time… the joy of the Lord is my strength!!!!
-throws pompoms all over the place again-

oh… my mother went to view the demonstration… and she commented that I am very fierce with my kids… she said that there was no point being so fierce in a situation that was not ‘life or death’… Elmo also say I xiong…
my questions are: I xiong meh? Since when?
-confused-

Prepare for tomorrow I must… have to wrap presents as well… heehee….
Cheers!~
^-^

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Serial Walker

Gloria Steinem:
The first problem for all of us, men and women, is not to learn, but to unlearn.
Goethe:
Treat people as if they were what they ought to be and you help them to become what they are capable of being.
Henry B. Adams:
Nothing in education is so astonishing as the amount of ignorance it accumulates in the form of inert facts.

Happy 14th day of the Lunar New Year!
Tomorrow’s the Chinese V-day! Heh…

Let’s see… what did I do today?
Hmm….

Went to work in the morning, saw Mr. Andrew Neo on the way home… haha… I was in the bus, and he was crossing road … He seems to have shrunk or rather, lost weight… I guess his gym sessions have paid off… considering that I have not seen him in more than a year I guess that it’s in inevitable thing… haha…
Anyone wanna make a trip back to SR to say ‘Hi’ to the teachers?
We can either surprise them or scare them, depending on how you look at it lah~
-hysterical laughter-

Bought bread from one of the bakeries near my work place on the way home… I kind of went overboard… bought so much… donno what I was thinking man… haha… I did the same thing yesterday as well… haha… but yesterday’s bread tasted better… haha… don think I will buy bread from that particular shop again… but I will try their cheese cake first… that is the deciding factor… haha…
Got home in one piece and ate lunch before concussing on the bed for more than 3 hours…
It was a really deep sleep man… the dreams I had were totally nutty… gosh… interesting but very questionable in nature, as with 85% of my dreams.
Should I start to worry if my dreams make sense in the real world?
*hmmm…*
As always, it’s hard to tell the difference between reality and dream-ality…
While I’m dreaming, that everything is so li suo dang ran… but then, when you wake up, and if you remember what went on in the dream, you wonder… how did that action ever make any cognitive sense in the first place?

Woke up, bathed, ate dinner, went to Compass Point with TKM.
Wah… spent so much money… hah… bought presents, clothes, a new bag, and groceries… haha… managed to talk TKM into walking to Kovan and back again from the same place… hehe… good exercise for her mah! She needs it more than I do anyway… but I do admit that I am a serial walker… walk here, walk there… only other person I know who walk as much, if not more than me, is Kelvin… haha…

Oh I forgot to mention about Thursday, during the Macro lecture, I kind of did something rather crazy… heh… laugh until mad… and Chao Ru’s previous ‘that guy’ was partially involved…
-psychotic laughter-

So what did you do with your day?

Congrats to Alfred and Wan Ting on their O’level results!
Proud of you guys! :D

Hui Yi,
Now that your baptized, how do you feel?
New child in Christ –Rejoice! :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY as well!!!!
Two birthdays… not bad… not bad at all…Heh~

Swee Shoon ah,
What time you wanna meet before heading to WWS on Saturday?
I not sure if Hui Min is sharing the package with us… don worry, I stayed within the budget…^.^

Ok, time to go get my stuff ready for tomorrow…
Looking and not looking… haha…
Yam Seng!
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Blasted, blardy servers...

Helen Keller:
Have you ever been at sea in a dense fog, when it seemed as if a tangible white darkness shut you in and the great ship, tense and anxious, groped her way toward the shore with plummet and sounding-line, and you waited with beating heart for something to happen? I was like that ship before my education began, only I was without compass or sounding line, and no way of knowing how near the harbor was. "Light! Give me light!" was the wordless cry of my soul, and the light of love shone on me in that very hour.

Happy 14th day of Lunar New Year!
Good morning anyway… heh…

I’m in physical pain.
Haha… to say that would be an understatement to a certain extent… haha…

Went to school to study instead of attending the Micro consultation on Monday.
Plopped myself in the library and opened my POA notes… how much did I retain? Will let you know when I do a past year examination paper ok?
I sparred and trained pattern during training.
Much I have to learn, unlearn and relearn.
Finished at 9 odd den went for dinner at KAP with Alan, Sean, Jason, Daph, Arthur, Yi Quan and Kelvin.
Reached home pretty late… ba… and I had to get up early the following morning because of the morning’s final O.T. lecture…
Almost knocked out during the lectures on Tuesday. But thank God I didn’t in the end… was close to, but din… heh… I was looking forward to going for cell group, but I had to attend the last minute meeting at PLKCC regarding the Chingay performance at Kovan Hub this coming Sunday… I did manage to reach Ps Alan’s house for cell group in the end, albeit being rather late. Better late than never eh? :)

Wednesday, headed to the market with TKM, did grocery shopping a midst the daze of tiredness which I was drifting in… I was serious out of it… in fact, I was close to being cranky… gosh… I was so tired that I knocked out from 2 hours straight before heading to Clementi for training… I am sure that I would have slept more if not for training, thank God I woke up in time man…
I sparred with quite a few people, hence my injuries… Desmond’s elbow very powerful… and another club member gave me two kicks which I will not soon forget, partly coz I’m pretty worried about their aftereffects…
Went down to Kovan with Mr. Chow and spent all 7/8 of my time handling demonstration stuff… bleah… went home late after a bit of sparring with Gen, Chong Yun and Chi Foong… must train to be faster… damn it… I will be worthy!

Thursday, went for macro class… den rushed home to rush to work… normal lah… haha… today, spent my entire afternoon in front of the computer doing eREV registration… blardy servers are not powerful enough… sian diao lor… waste only my time, but other people’s time as well… I had wanted to take a nap after all that staring at the computer but I didn’t get to, coz I was stuck trying to get the registration done… persistence pays off I guess, I managed to get it done at 6pm odd, after being online since before 2pm… donno whether to curse or cry at the wasted time… argh~

Finished with the registration and rushed off for Whampoh class… the kids really tested my patience… and so did another issue… basket… make me irritated niah… once more I wonder what kind of person I am growing to be… do I want that?
Give it to God ba… and take it one day at the time… now that, I am sure I can do… heh…

There are just some things you don’t tell your parents… I don tell them about my injuries because I don want them to worry about me too much…
I promise to see the doc if this keeps up, ok?
But then… if I want to see the doc, then I will have to tell them about the injury right?
Alamak… dilemma… jiat lut… How how?

Ok, time to go… sleep calls my name… shall not keep my dreams waiting…
Kan pei,
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Sunday, February 05, 2006

Links

hey guys~
i need your blog links, etc... my site looks so naked without the links...
*bleah*

sharontayhl@gmail.com

Sangku~
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Throwing myself against the wall

George Bernard Shaw:
A fool's brain digests philosophy into folly, science into superstition, and art into pedantry. Hence University education.
George Peabody:
Education: a debt due from present to future generations.
George Santayana:
Those who cannot learn from history are doomed to repeat it.
Gloria Steinem:
The first problem for all of us, men and women, is not to learn, but to unlearn.

Happy Birthday Adeline!
-huge big giant hugs-

Happy 8th day of the Lunar New Year!

As previously mentioned, today is day 1 of the marathon.
Went to church in the morning, was very encouraged by the number of new kids. :)
I hope that the kids turn up again next week and continue to attend the services… I pray and hope…
Went home, after hanging around for a while in the second service… all in attempt to re-charge before heading out for lunch.
Had lunch with Kelly and Jasmine at Novena Square.
We ate at a Japanese restaurant which Kelly’s friend recommended.
Not bad taste her friend has… heh… Ichiban Boshi is the name of the place… I thoroughly enjoyed the food I ate there…

Swee Shoon! I take you there one day ok?!

The 3 of us sat, ate and talked from 12.30pm all the way to 3.30pm odd… I am glad Jasmine is doing well for herself… so was interesting to trade experiences in our sports. She is the Akido fanatic and I am the Taekwondo siao kia… hahah…
Our conversation ran from school, to dogs, to guys, to how to make proper sushi, to issues with how people our age are viewed by cabbies… haha… I guess if I din have to go for training, we would have talked until 6 or later… hahah… it was all good lah… here’s to doing it again! Cheers! :D

Reached home in time to relax for fifteen minutes before having to make way to the CC for training… pushed myself, but not enough… have to push myself more tomorrow… mind over matter… I will be worthy… God help me, I shall!
I guess, I was very stressed today over whatever was going on in my head… and I don really recall what the things going through my head were now anyway -.-lll
I was so preoccupied that I completely ignored my students and only taught two of the kids, when I was supposed to teach the entire group of 11.
Gwad… I was so in want of tearing my hair out when I realised that I neglected the rest of my students…
-hits head against the wall-
Finished the entire class with not much hassle… just some soreness in my right foot… the damn thing still not healed… argh~
Stayed back to do some sparring and learning… went home late as a result of taking the MRT to Serangoon just to pei Gen part of her way to Boon Keng…
Arrived home in one piece and must rest later in preparation for tomorrow…hehe… have to plan nice nice… heh …

On a serious note…
I don like what I am becoming, or rather, I don’t like the person I am turning into… I find that the more I try to be a better person, the more angry I get with myself for not remembering to do certain things… I keep telling myself to slow down… I keep telling myself to hold back… I keep telling myself to not think too much about certain things… but do I listen or remember? {rhetorical question in scolding oneself}
-hits head against the wall-

I can’t stand the fact that I am not able to spar… yes, I have little to no experience in that field, but I some how have to find the source(s[?]) of the problem, tackle it, and then maybe I will be able to overcome myself … I am tired of being beaten up all the time… then again, could it be linked to my character? O.O

I threw myself against the wall and what did I get???

Commit all to God I shall…
Life is too short for regretting… Need Him to save me from myself… He holds my future, in the end everything will be alright… if its not alright, its not the end. :)

I think its time I had a change in my MSN general nick…but donno what to change it too leh… aiyo… haha…

Ok me think it be time to stop the typing and start the writing… hehe…
Excelsior!
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Saturday, February 04, 2006

Ren Ri

Fritz Redl:
Boredom will always remain the greatest enemy of school disciplines. If we remember that children are bored, not only when they don't happen to be interested in the subject or when the teacher doesn't make it interesting, but also when certain working conditions are out of focus with their basic needs, then we can realize what a great contributor to discipline problems boredom really is. Research has shown that boredom is closely related to frustration and that the effect of too much frustration is invariably irritability, withdrawal, rebellious opposition or aggressive rejection of the whole show.

Happy 7th Day of Lunar New Year!
Today is Ren Ri, so, Happy Birthday to everyone!

I forgot to mention in my previous entry that I watched Huo Yuan Jia on Wednesday, before training at SIM.
Oppz…
It is a nice movie and there are some lessons to learn in between all the kicking, breaking of bones, demolishing of furniture, planting of rice and various degrees of screaming. ^.^
No Chinese New Year is complete without a Jet Li movie… heeehoo~

Today, went to Siya’s house to bai nian… and play mah jong… haha… it has been a very long time since I went there to ‘dry swim’…
Played with Jerome, Siya and Yong Xiang… hehe… Yong Xiang is in the Navy doing his national service at the moment… he kinda looks like a younger version of Ken… gosh…
Played until Yong Xiang had to leave for family dinner… den sat round the living room chatting about what we have been up to and what’s to come for our futures… mostly about Jerome’s future, since he will be enrolling into NUS SOC this year.
Jia you ah Jerome!
Can’t wait to have mah jong gathering again... hehe…

Ok… eyes getting tired… marathon starts tomorrow and ends Tuesday night…
The joy of the Lord is my strength!
Pah Heh Ah~
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Friday, February 03, 2006

Prawn noodles...*slurrp*

Ethel Barrymore:
You must learn day by day, year by year, to broaden your horizon. The more things you love, the more you are interested in, the more you enjoy, the more you are indignant about, the more you have left when anything happens.
Finley Peter Dunne:
Ye can lead a man up to the university, but you can't make him think.
Flannery O'Conner:
Everywhere I go I'm asked if I think the university stifles writers. My opinion is that they don't stifle enough of them. There's many a best-seller that could have been prevented by a good teacher.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY J KOR!!!!
Hope you had a good day! ^.^

Happy 6th day of Lunar New Year!

The mocks are coming… *sound of Jaws plays in the background*… so is the I.V.P. tournament… *music gets louder*… yes, pressure is a good thing… just a question of how I make use of it that matters…

Went for training on Wednesday, was not very satisfied with myself … din get to put in maximum effort… mainly due to the injured right foot… I really pray that it heals ASAP… if not, my training is going to go from lousy to sucky to yuck and pui… I sure as hack do not want that kind of thing happening… it is an issue of quality verse quantity… *bleah*…
Need to improve my sparring… I want to do well… so I have to put in effort… it is a challenge of both the mind and body… I am out to beat myself…
I WILL DO BETTER!!!!

How badly do I want it?
How much would I give up just to have the quality?
What would I go through to get there?
Am I ready for such things?
Can I make it in time?
-screams in agony-
-knocks head against table repeatedly-

Thursday, I went for the O.T. lecture instead of attending the Macro consultation… mainly because I don want to go back to school on Saturday… plus I did not prepare any questions to ask Mr. Seet, hence I sat down in school to hear what Sunny had to say about the last portions of Section D.
Made for home and then to work… did a bit of reading while I was there… must get into the groove of things ya? Baby-steps…
Got into the house and then rushed out about an hour later to try on the potential club shirt…
Thank you to Alan, Sean and Daphne…

My night of sleeping on Thursday was not great.
Neighbour’s car alarm went off in the middle of the night, resulting in dogs all around the estate barking like crazy for goodness knows how long…
Alarm clock fell onto the floor.
Stiff neck in the morning…
Hope I sleep well tonight. :)

Went to Bethel to do some lesson preparation with Nadia. I learnt a thing or two about puppetry from her as well as a new song. Thanks Nadia! :)
Bought my beloved prawn noodles home for lunch… been such a long time since I ate… heh… bought for TKM as well, she loved it too! Heh
Knocked out before heading to Whampoh… still wondering about my worthiness… basket!
I will get through it!
With God’s help, I shall!

I need rest…
Cheers~
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Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Taking it back

Ok, I take back what i said... can not blame blogger.com.
i have to blame myself... i am afterall very lousy with computers... -.-lll

Don mind, please email ur blogsite adds to me so i can put them back up on the site... any new ideas for my site would be good as well :)
Email to sharontayhl@gmail.com ok?
Thanks a lot!

Can't wait for training... moving sandbag... haha...
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